MODEL ATTITUDE 01
A model attitude is not about how you look. It's about how you feel.
"I feel great, and that's how I'll look."
except... no crazy flesh-coloured berms kae.
So yesterday, I had a productive, quiet, fun, foodful day. I don't know how all those adjectives got mashed up together but they do describe yesterday.
Most of the earlier part of the day, I was out with Guangyi on campus. So we were studying. And I managed to finish studying my text for next Monday's quiz, and photocopy all my supplementary readings, which I shall have to go through later. And I also started on reading the notes for the JS tutorial I'm supposed to facilitate for Monday. I had wan tan mian @ Crystal Jade at 830pm thereabouts. Then, I had 10 nuggests @ Macs at 1030pm. So it was fun! I ate a lot, talked a lot, studied a bit (at least covering all that I intended to cover), and I guess I just haven't spent much time with Guangyi. 'Cause, I don't know, I realize we don't study together, we just rehearse together most of the time. So just chillin' and studyin' was great.
I went home and had rice, eggs, cheeken, and vege for supper at about 1230am. While I was chatting with Nathan and Howe. Which distracted me from arranging my notes. HURHUR. I used to think I'm super good at multi-tasking-chatting but I'm really not. And I don't have that many ppl to chat with online anyway, so 2 people is quite overwhelming. But 2 ppl who were ACTUALLY talking la. The rest of you were giving me too many fu-yan answers, u all are very easy to da fa away. Then I slept at 330am, which is not good, 'cause I had an early lecture this morning. I would have stayed actually, 'cause Howe was supposed to divulge a great secret!! But I wasn't his main conversation partner anyway. So.
Then this morning, Trauma psych lecturer was lenient so she gave exam hints. Comp med and health also gave hints, in the shortest lecture ever: "this is impt, this is impt, this is VERY IMPT". So now I'm glad I went for lectures.
YOU KNOW. I'm recounting my days with such a lack of passion. But actually I'm REALLY happy and thankful! And I think I'm taking a positive perspective on everything that is happening. So my lecture ended early, and now I'ma just chilling here at AS7 for a while, 'cause I'll probably have lunch with Shunjie, maybe crazy baby don't know. And 'cause later John needs help with Evolutionary Psychology 'cause he never goes for lectures and the quiz is on monday. And I have another lecture later which will again be a hint-hint-exam-lecture, 'cause she already said it will be. So, you know, take things in ma stride.
And you know. I wanna do another ROOM project. Model Attitude Room project. I was telling my sister how I wanna use what I already have in the house (or my room) and like rearrange stuff (yet again) 'cause I already envisioned where I wanna put my 27" iMac. HAHA! Omg. As if I have the money. And I really wanna do the ping pong lights thingy to hang somewhere in my room. At least for ambience sake. It'd be cute, no?
Ahh. Such a slow day really. Will go home early after lect and take care of zee house. Dad's ill today. =( And it's raining but I'm hyappi and not melancholic. Because I don't know. I wanna be positive.
Most of the earlier part of the day, I was out with Guangyi on campus. So we were studying. And I managed to finish studying my text for next Monday's quiz, and photocopy all my supplementary readings, which I shall have to go through later. And I also started on reading the notes for the JS tutorial I'm supposed to facilitate for Monday. I had wan tan mian @ Crystal Jade at 830pm thereabouts. Then, I had 10 nuggests @ Macs at 1030pm. So it was fun! I ate a lot, talked a lot, studied a bit (at least covering all that I intended to cover), and I guess I just haven't spent much time with Guangyi. 'Cause, I don't know, I realize we don't study together, we just rehearse together most of the time. So just chillin' and studyin' was great.
I went home and had rice, eggs, cheeken, and vege for supper at about 1230am. While I was chatting with Nathan and Howe. Which distracted me from arranging my notes. HURHUR. I used to think I'm super good at multi-tasking-chatting but I'm really not. And I don't have that many ppl to chat with online anyway, so 2 people is quite overwhelming. But 2 ppl who were ACTUALLY talking la. The rest of you were giving me too many fu-yan answers, u all are very easy to da fa away. Then I slept at 330am, which is not good, 'cause I had an early lecture this morning. I would have stayed actually, 'cause Howe was supposed to divulge a great secret!! But I wasn't his main conversation partner anyway. So.
Then this morning, Trauma psych lecturer was lenient so she gave exam hints. Comp med and health also gave hints, in the shortest lecture ever: "this is impt, this is impt, this is VERY IMPT". So now I'm glad I went for lectures.
YOU KNOW. I'm recounting my days with such a lack of passion. But actually I'm REALLY happy and thankful! And I think I'm taking a positive perspective on everything that is happening. So my lecture ended early, and now I'ma just chilling here at AS7 for a while, 'cause I'll probably have lunch with Shunjie, maybe crazy baby don't know. And 'cause later John needs help with Evolutionary Psychology 'cause he never goes for lectures and the quiz is on monday. And I have another lecture later which will again be a hint-hint-exam-lecture, 'cause she already said it will be. So, you know, take things in ma stride.
And you know. I wanna do another ROOM project. Model Attitude Room project. I was telling my sister how I wanna use what I already have in the house (or my room) and like rearrange stuff (yet again) 'cause I already envisioned where I wanna put my 27" iMac. HAHA! Omg. As if I have the money. And I really wanna do the ping pong lights thingy to hang somewhere in my room. At least for ambience sake. It'd be cute, no?
Ahh. Such a slow day really. Will go home early after lect and take care of zee house. Dad's ill today. =( And it's raining but I'm hyappi and not melancholic. Because I don't know. I wanna be positive.
I'm walking on sunshine, woohoo~ and don't it feel good! I can see your halo halo halo HAAAAALLOOOOOOO!
I kinda like dressing up! But I had no time to look for my costume this time round so I don't think I can celebrate Halloween this year!
But I'm always up for emulating!
And looking back, WORLD, you know it's your lost that I'm not celebrating!
Namie's Teddy Boy Look X 2009 Kenny's Birthday @ Butter Fac
Speed Racer X 2008 Halloween @ Arena
Any gay sailor (or Seungri) X 2008 Pride Rave @ San Francisco
I will have a phase where I blog. and will be consistent.
Then, suddenly, unannounced hiatus. Kinda like recently, with just random posts.
I wanna get back into the consistent blogging mode.
Soon.
how much I missed you.
I want a friend to talk to. I want to share some of my troubles. I want to say that I'm very stressed this week, since last week.
Mummy gets worried sometimes, 'cause she thinks I internalize other people's problem, and let it affect me, and she says she doesn't like seeing me sad. Well, she said this a long time ago. Back in secondary school maybe; she thinks acting in theatre affected me, 'cause the roles I took up in school were kinda melancholic. And she thinks I internalized the psyche of my characters. And she says she sees it on my face. I don't know. I don't think I'm that method an actor.
But right now, I'm reminded of what she said. 'Cause I am sad seeing my friends being sad. And I cannot be sad for myself because, I don't know, maybe relatively, my problems are less significant. I don't know how to qualify really. And I count my blessings. And be thankful for all the things I have. And you know, we can't all breakdown at once, otherwise we'd be a pile of tears and there'd be no one to hold us even if we desperately reach out our hands. Maybe? Don't know.
Nonetheless, I do get to just write down stuff. I should be allowed that, no? Maybe not for other people to listen but just for catharsis. For myself. Here. Juicy Twisty Bloggie.
And I think when there's nobody to listen to me, I look toward my muses and my music. And maybe that's how I survive. 'Cause I farking have 100 girls to tap off from. Haha. Kiddin'. Don't read it the wrong way...
Oh Namie. HOT HOT HOT. She never fails to make me wanna run out and get some Vidal Sassoon. She's so cool, the Mensa part of my brain (if any) is saying, Russia may be the odd one out in this sequence with London and LA but whatever. It's Namie! And she never fails to make me wanna do NEW LOOK, NEW LOOK 2.0, NEXT LOOK, NEXT NEW LOOK, NEW NEXT LOOK, LATEST NEWEST NEXTEST NEW LOOK.
I don't think my method of uplifting fits everyone. I guess what I'm saying is, if you're feeling trapped, or life is screwing you over, please seek ways to help yourself alleviate it. And if you think I can help with anything. Please LET ME KNOW. I wish I was more intuitive but I'm not. I'm dense. I don't know better. I need to be told. So please tell me. I really wanna help. Just let me know...
So be it music, blogging, or talking to a friend. Please do anything you can to stay happy. Because you deserve that.
I really want an iMac... and... new clothes. And nothing else. Really. I like the London Teddy-Boy-look Namie spots in the Copy That commercial. I will try that look out once I have zee money. I already have drainpipe pants (which I realize I've never worn before! clearly, I don't buy with an aim in mind. Bad bad bad. ) But WOOT! Now let me get myself a nice swanky tie.
I saw Shunjie complaining on his facebook about how he thinks Singapore is so slow, and didn't pick up "Nobody" by Wonder Girls fast enough... and how, I quote, he is "ahead" and "[has] a forehand in pop culture" because he is a radio deejay.
And I wanted to comment on his facebook but it'd be so antagonistic.
But I'm also suffering this tension in my heart that I JUST NEED TO SAY IT OUT
THAT THE COMMENT ITSELF THAT SINGAPOREANS ARE SLOW AND ONLY JUST GOT INTO THE HYPE OF "NOBODY" BY WONDER GIRLS
IS ALSO VERY 2000 AND LATE!!!
Tsk Tsk Tsk...
So childish, Kenny Liew.
So to up the value of this post, a gratuitous picture of some bow-tie goodnesss....
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