(don't) Leave me alone

I'm, at the same time, in a tralala whimsical and boo hoo hoo lousy mood. They are mixed together into a sickening pulp of emo-ness.

I'm feeling bitter about my life, and realize I cannot connect to the happiness of people falling in love, and being in couple-hood. Right now at least moment, the one thing I cannot stand is people trying to share their happiness with me, or so they claim. It's not that I cannot hang out with couples, it's I cannot hang out with couples who are oozing with the secret of their love that they really just wanna scream and proclaim to the world in a stunning confetti of rainbows, baby-breaths, and luminous condoms. Well, here's my rainbow for you ...

Really, just ignore me when I'm in my emo phase.

もういっそ罵ってよ
泣くことも出来ない位に
受けとめたりしないで
だってその手は冷たい

ならいっそ突き放して

立ち上がれなくなる位に

優しくなんてしないで

どうかひとりでいさせて

今はひとりでいさせて
だけどひとりにしないで

 Swear at me, instead

So that I can't even cry
Don't accept me
Your hands are cold

Be cold to me, instead
So that I can't even stand up
Don't be tender to me
Please leave me alone

Leave me alone now

But please... Don't leave me alone